By Amanda Alcantara
I recently wrote a profile over at BESE about Café Con Libros, a new feminist bookstore. With the bookstore owner's blessings, I wanted to share this follow up with other very important and key thoughts about the bookstore.
Cafe Con Libros. Photo by Amanda Alcantara |
I recently wrote a profile over at BESE about Café Con Libros, a new feminist bookstore. With the bookstore owner's blessings, I wanted to share this follow up with other very important and key thoughts about the bookstore.
When Kalima DeSuze decided to open up Café con libros, she was
taken aback by the amount of people who said a space like that wouldn’t make it.
“Before I decided to make this move, people were telling me ‘no’ ‘no one reads
books’, ‘no one is going to be reading feminist books.'" People told her that if she used the word “feminist” no one would come. And yet Kalima stood her ground and decided to push against all negativity and barriers to proceed with her mission to create the space.
Café Con Libros's inauguration was in December of 2017, in a location very
close to where DeSuze grew up. It is painted in white, with large windows that
give the small space a lot of light, creating a balance between intimacy and
safety, yet openness. A nod to her Panamanian roots, the store’s name comes
after a tradición that Latinx families know too well.
“The purpose of the space is to build community and the way that I know my community builds is sitting around with a cup of coffee, and piece a bread and dipping it in the coffee—that can happen all day long” she says, adding that her intention was also to create a space that was family-oriented and open to children.
“The purpose of the space is to build community and the way that I know my community builds is sitting around with a cup of coffee, and piece a bread and dipping it in the coffee—that can happen all day long” she says, adding that her intention was also to create a space that was family-oriented and open to children.
DeSuze holds a full-time position at the
Silberman School of Social Work at the City University of New York. I wrote at BESE "She is also an activist who identifies as
black feminist and likes to write. Café Con Libros is a reflection of all of
that, building on DeSuze’s identification and politics as well as what she saw
was missing for women like her".
Café Con Libros also has a selection of children's books. Photos: Amanda Alcanatara |
“I do
identify as Afrolatina and I will say that, more so the African part plays into
it". For DeSuze, there is a lack of narratives that center AfroLatinas, so she often gravitated towards black feminist thought, which was nonetheless powerful. Writers like bell hooks taught her about the importance of community and accountability. There is indeed a lack of narratives for AfroLatinas that
are supported by the mainstream, many writers like Josefina Baez, Nelly Rosario,
Mayra Santos Febres and others either choose to publish independently or are
not given the wide recognition they deserve within Latinx communities.
The bookstore is also reflective of DeSuze’s experiences as an
army veteran. The U.S. army has waged
wars worldwide, and also right within its own headquarters when it comes to the
treatment of women. Her politics were shaped by her time being in the army and
the struggles that she faced as a woman there. She says that while this time made her
strong, it also emboldened her feminist resolute.
“I became even more aware of the meaning and thereby the
dangers of being a woman in a male/masculine dominated environment”, she says.
“So much of my sexuality and femininity was stunted for quite a
while out of fear for my safety and/or reputation which was easily damaged in
such close quarters.” Having served seven years, JAG Corps, she said she had to
toughen up in ways in which she didn’t need to prior to serving.
Over at BESE I wrote "As an AfroLatina, Kalima represents an intersection where many of us live: Black race and Latina ethnicity. And often times we are a bridge between these two communities, whether it is a chosen responsibility or not". Café Con Libros is a space where being AfroLatina is represented in its wholeness, as opposed to two identities that too many still cannot fathom actually exist as a whole. The selection of books is representative of the intersection between Black and Latinx, with children’s bilingual books as well as books by both Black and Latina feminists, like Zadie Smith and Gloria Anzaldúa. DeSuze also carefully curated a playlist that can quickly go from latest songs like Finesse by Bruno Mars ft. Cardi B, to Lauryn Hill’s 90s album The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill.
Yet obtaining the tools to open the store itself was not easy. DeSuze co-runs the bookstore with her husband, as well as some other workers. Sometimes people believe that her husband, who is black, must be married to a white woman when he introduces the store to them and says that it was his wife who opened it.
Yet obtaining the tools to open the store itself was not easy. DeSuze co-runs the bookstore with her husband, as well as some other workers. Sometimes people believe that her husband, who is black, must be married to a white woman when he introduces the store to them and says that it was his wife who opened it.
DeSuze co-runs the bookstore with her husband, pictured here. |
“It remains this prevalent stereotype that either black people
don’t read” She told me with some frustration in her voice, “First of all they’re not
even thinking AfroLatina—[it remains a stereotype] that black people don’t
read, that black people can’t create beautiful things and beautiful spaces, and
what they say is true sometimes, that black people don’t have enough money to
do it, and yes we are red-lined from
bank loans in terms of trying to do the things that we want to do.”
For DeSuze the stereotype is hurtful. She has taken to decorating the space with thoughtfulness and an attention to detail that is a testament to our people’s creativity. The space is surrounded by bookshelves with carefully displayed diverse books. The walls that don’t have bookshelves, are decorated with temporary exhibits.
Café con Libros is like a bigger version of the nooks that bookworms would love to have at home, though so many of us from low-income communities of color cannot afford it or aren’t able to access these kinds of spaces.
For DeSuze the stereotype is hurtful. She has taken to decorating the space with thoughtfulness and an attention to detail that is a testament to our people’s creativity. The space is surrounded by bookshelves with carefully displayed diverse books. The walls that don’t have bookshelves, are decorated with temporary exhibits.
Café con Libros is like a bigger version of the nooks that bookworms would love to have at home, though so many of us from low-income communities of color cannot afford it or aren’t able to access these kinds of spaces.
These ideas that bookstores for black and brown people and by
black and brown people can’t exist in our communities is often times not only an
outcome of systemic oppression, but also a direct result of repression.
Recently an article in The Atlantic highlighted how at the height of the Black Power movement, the FBI
targeted black owned bookstores. The article states that FBI director Edward J
Hoover sent the following order “locate and identify black extremist and/or
African-type bookstores in its territory and open separate discreet
investigations on each to determine if it is extremist in nature.” Recently, #BlackLivesMatter activists were also persecuted and deemed "extremists." DeSuze
believes that in a capitalist society, survival of the fittest is promoted, and
she is building an intentional space in a present time when communities of
color are continuously under attack, and where an educational space that
centers our stories is necessary.
For DeSuze, Café Con Libros is indeed a political space, one that is gives women of color writers a platform by centering them, and one where the community can connect and share thoughts. In a time when Brooklyn
is being gentrified, DeSuze is hopeful that the space can connect local
residents.
“In this day and time
where folks need a space for conversation, I'm hoping that this space allows
for those conversation” she says, “Not everyone moving in are bad people, a lot
of activists [who are moving in] are my friends, organizing in the community
for years, so I want people who are upset and mad to meet those white
identified people."
The question of gentrification for DeSuze is a personal one, and
to her, Café Con Libros is a result of her own love for the community and her
own family’s traditions. When speaking about the building where she grew up, she says “The folks
in that building were immigrants and just coming from their countries, and
relied on one another” she passionately continued, “We fed each other, we
shared clothes, and so this is me, coming back and creating a space in the
community that made me…because my family owned restaurants and small bodegas in
our community, our Panamanian community.”
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